I finally did that thing I should have done about 4 years and a half ago and I feel sooooooooooooooooo light...

Egoism can have many shapes, it can even look like its opposite. And sometimes it's way easier to suffer than to decide not to suffer anymore, because it implicates a change, the death of a part of us.

but at least I learnt the lesson, or I hope so... not to hide feelings or think it's too late to say something!

Now I' m a new Lola and ready to fight again (or maybe, for the first time) for my happiness  because I finally accepted the fact that I deserve it, as well as any other person!

The path is only at the beginning, but a journey of thousand miles begins with one step...