Hey guys!!!
I hope someone of you is still looking at my blog sometimes... I know i haven't been writing for long time, though i had promised to post some other pics from the Erasmus. But it's too sad to me.... to look at the pictures of these experience, to go back with the memory to these wonderful days.... when i left, my situation with people and "friends" in Italy was not very good. I had some good friends, but really a few. With the guys i hang out usually, i was in crisis. There were also problems with family; always telling me what to do and worried for my introverted personality... i didn't have anything to lose... and so i enjoyed this experience at its maximum level, taking all the best from every single moment of it. Yep, i expected to find nice people, to be in a nice place, to improve a bit my knowledge of languages, But i didn't expect AT ALL i would find such AMAZING friends, which probably are the best people i have EVER known and that i would miss SO much. So now i am very sad... I know i am going to see again a very few of them, but it will never be the same thing before, and this is so hard to accept. If the situation here was better, it wouldn't be so much a great problem, but i fear i am really turning into depressed, i am sleeping all day and stay at the pc all night tryin' to forget... I hope it's only because it all finished only a month ago; next month the university is going to start, i will go out more and hopefully find some new friends and re-arrange some contacts with people i care.
But i really need to say THANX, THANX, THANX, thanx - you - don't - know - how - much to all the people who shared with me the best 5 months of my life... You changed totally my way to relate with myself, to life, with people and you made me find out many things life is worth to live for. Please, do not forget me, 'cause i will NEVER forget you, this is a promise.... and if you ever need me or just keep contact with me, do it... I wish the best to every single one of you, and i hope our ways will cross again one day in the future. I hope to get some comments from some of you...
Lola